Reviewing Some Exercise Products

I would want to try to make money by advertising these products as well and doing what's called affiliate marketing, but I don't really believe in it anymore. It just doesn't really make sense for me to try to make money off of giving free advertising to other companies and not even being fully equipped with knowledge about the product. I think it could be a very questionable field, but nonetheless there are good products out there. They just would take a little effort to find them, just like anything else in this world.

Anyhow, I've been introduced to the kettle bells for Crossfit. I'm also aware of the T25 program which was created by the guy who made the Insanity workout. Of course, the popular one out there is the P903X DVD series. It's pretty crazy how there are these good work out programs, and how it could all be looked up and tested.

I don't really feel bad about trying out products whether they work or not now and also doing some of my own research on how to get something that I desire now. In other words, it's just trial and error and the big main concern that everyone should have is how much they are investing into it. I guess as long as it would satisfy a primal urge or something, it should be okay in a way.

Basically, the three main things everybody should consider is the amount of rest, diet, and exercise that goes into a program. Of course, it would make sense to consult a nutritionist and physician to see what the limitations a person could take. Any professional advice would be helpful rather than diving into something that might become dangerously unhealthy.

Might Be Good To Wait

I'm starting to take on a spin that maybe it's better to not jump the gun on certain things and to focus developing on more smaller things that make much more sense. After accomplishing a base of those smaller and much easier grasps, it would then make sense to waste your time away on the uncanny stuff that just tries to mess you up! I have a very strong discipline in my body which enables me to not direct any personal bad words with anyone, no matter how angry I get underneath.

Something healthy that I've learned is to really be assertive by basically communicating everything and not holding anything back. Sure, it might get the other person to kill you if he's a nut job, but in general circumstances, I think it's a lot better to do so to clear the head of any guilty association with the altercation that pops up. I'm starting to feel a whole heck of a lot better and understanding the proper usages of managing my time better.

What really sucks at my current job is that my mind is just wandering off and imagining random stuff that happened in the past. It makes me smile and want to giggle, but that's not very good to do so on company time. I feel like the style of the job is not really optimal to my own personal conduct because when I'm really engaged with a certain type of work, I'll really give it all I got and do the best I can to kick out those distracting thoughts for the time being.

Preparing Myself

I believe that with the right type of woman I meet, I could really end up having a lot of fun with her and really bond so well at an emotionally and spiritual level. However, the real question I really need to ask myself is if I would be able to provide for her physical needs. The answer is not really at the moment. I might actually need a little help on her end for me to help sustain ourselves then.

That being said, I really don't know how to go about meeting up this woman I really like and getting to know her a little more just to get my feet a little wet. For the time being, might as well work on my overall physical fitness level, gain more spiritual and emotional aptitude, and get richer by going after the things I'm really interested in doing. Something I'm realizing that I feel a little disturbed over is my gambling prowess and how I spend my time on certain things that I probably should let go of. Just maybe, I should go see a life counselor or something to help prioritize my tasks a little better and get to the goals I truly want to accomplish all in the name of good sport.

Right now, I have a great interest in becoming a physician's assistant and earning some I.T. certifications. I would like to volunteer overseas as a medical assistant for a few weeks in places where the medicine is short on supply and not that modern. I also want to maintain a cool career in the I.T. world, while amassing a fortune from my side investments. I might as well get all of that started before I do the little extra things to find myself settled down with a very attractive and sweet lady.

Struggling To Find Happiness

The center of my heart is feeling this warmth of great optimism; what it lacks so much is wisdom! I mean to do well, but it's like when my ego gets in the way of things, I seem to disregard everything else and then get flustered with the turn of events. My life is controlled by a few minor obsessions that limit the use of my valuable time. I'm suddenly just really slow at living out those moments and seem to really lose myself in the moment. 

At the same time, even though I see so much negatives with myself, I don't feel so disheartened about it. Maybe, I do need a little professional help or counseling or something in that regard. I really want to live out my desires to the fullest and it's those nagging weaknesses that are a part of me which keep me from producing where I want to be headed. It's like I just want to always be a wild stallion that keeps on pursuing a chase, until it's time to go. 

I find it to be such a blessing at the same time that I haven't really been caught for my transgressions, and that it's one of those sins that others take part of too but will look the other way. Having been given this luxury, I am continuously making an effort to renounce anything evil in me and even though I might flirt with it, in a moment's whim, I wish to cast it out of me permanently. Just maybe, from having found greater depths of knowledge, I might not need to resort to anything foolish or evil. Just maybe, I might actually have a chance to live a peaceful and happy life in my place of existence with others.  

Basic Underlying Principles

Something that I've become quite accustomed to is how people's minds might work. Some people just allow their disgruntled feelings to control their daily and pitiful lives. It could get pretty unappealing as well, which is just something I don't even want to think about. Even though this type of crowd could end up being a bunch of jerks, it makes sense though that they're just being angry about personal stuff. I guess some people prefer being happy and when something is upsetting to them, they just let something rip, instead of trying to make end's meet to suffer through it. Actually, I think it might be more common than we would like.

Basically, from having discovered a few basic observations that turn into understanding a person's intent, I now realize that the people who have been bothering me are actually crazy people who weren't being that nice with me. It's very difficult for me to change to better suit their crowd or interests. Maybe, it's better off for me to just learn to forgive them and go off in my own direction now. In fact, they are really frightened by me even though I am actually a short guy. It sort of makes me laugh and whenever I think about it, it forces me to not develop any naughty, short man syndromes.

Better Relaxed

My life is starting to take a direction where it's all about going after things that make sense. I feel stupid about a few things still and am forcing myself to be a work in progress. I really desire something that is constantly fulfilling and refreshing to my soul. However, I am met with challenges in my life where I sometimes go off in a direction where it might only be at a level that is acceptably par with everything else.

I think I really need to go after priorities and necessities first, no matter how boring it can get sometimes. I mean we seriously live in a physical world where our mind and bodies should be properly maintained and how our hearts should be merry and untroubled. Difficulties with feelings seems to be one of the most common things that others overlook with the individual. Where I'm just getting at is how, when we're stressed out, no one might know how big the distressed feeling is like the individual does.

In a way, it seems like I've just been very ignorant about things for the longest time and from just being pretty unique about stuff and considerably smarter than the average peer, I have actually been resolving my inner conflicts all this time and realize that my deep emotional struggles could bar me from ever reaching enough confidence with whatever I do. However, with the opportunities that presented itself, I just really didn't take the bait and now, I'm turning out to be just whatever and not that appealing or anything.

Making New Changes

I'm finding out that maybe self-control does make sense after all. I think I might actually need a little mental help or counseling or something to get to where I want to go now. I mean I've been so agitated about unresolved stuff and angry from not understanding my own personal situations at times. I really have this ideal picture in my head that I want to go obtain. It's just about being constantly on the go and living to the fullest.

What really bothered for the longest time was how some crazy people were being mean to me. It was very irritating to me because it felt like I would never have spotted it in a million years. The social ties with these people were so subtle likened to a salesman with a silvery tongue. It's a lesson I had to learn after all and to have been blessed enough to not cause too much infractions to fall upon me, it's made me want to open up my heart even more and stay more optimistic about life.

Possible Reality

Maybe, I am in actual full control with my life decisions as long as I don't go agitating some people. Literally, I could mess them up so bad in a physical or mental way if I really lose my cool. I think in this case I would be the aggressor and then come out swinging hard, while being weird by telling them to work harder at their job and making them think I'm being very angry at them for not being so. I would make them think I'm so weird and then tell them they are forced to face consequences. Absolutely odd and annoying stuff like that.

Literally, it's pretty funny and it would be just so messed up if they end up trying to sue me because of it. I would be laughing underneath the whole thing, but I might be able to make fun of them in a way that everybody around the person would know what's up and just be peer pressured into not suing me at court, and the person would also be in a nasty guilt trip with me. If I really work hard while being angry at the same time, I can be a very nasty person to deal with and literally be able to put on my charm at the same time with people. I've been just such a really weird person like that.

Conclusively, if anyone really has done anything to agitate me, the person is going to end up feeling very scared with me and not want anything to deal with me. I've done it very inadvertently as well because I wasn't paying attention to my natural self, but instinctually, I'm a pretty nice and annoying person at the same time who can make people who do bad stuff in a social manner to me look really bad.

Daydreaming Inappropriate Things

I've been thinking about passive aggressively attacking a lot of people who just tick me off by letting go of all my frustrations on them. With the guys, I've been thinking about beating them up with some wrestling moves but not damaging them enough to hospitalize them and receive some unwanted charges from law enforcement! This just happened to me all morning.

I realize that I want to let go of those frustrating feelings by showing off my strength to them and just making them look stupid. It's an undying feeling and won't ever go away. I don't know, maybe I do need some help to find some relief and become productive more full-throttle. In the process of being angry with them, I'm motivated to work even harder than them and to have something to show off to them to make myself feel a whole lot better.

I feel like yelling at them really close to their ears so that they would cover their ears and just shut up and not say anything to me when I go up to them to ask them all these negative questions. I just want them to shut down whenever they are around me and have the opportunity to go up to them when they sound very agitated while talking to other people and just completely shut down with me and then after leaving, they start sounding agitated again which would make them look like very crass and unlikable people. I want to have control back in my life and not have them really be a factor in my own personal life decisions anymore.  

Striving For Excellence

From all the free time I have, I'm realizing that it's a super great opportunity to better myself by going after a really nice career and to prepare myself for the future. What I'm noticing is that no one is really bugging me and all this time, I thought I had to be in a group of some sort to belong and spend my days. Now, I'm starting to really value this personal time that I'm getting to myself. It's so much more than I could imagine and just feeling depressed about not having a wife and some kids isn't really something I should worry about now.

I guess I'm lucky because there isn't really anything that bad going on with me, and it's something I could sort of laugh about while being a little moody still, so overall; it's a very little thing to even get myself worked up over like a lot of girls I have ever hung out with did. Yeah, it's just feeling really good these days, and I'm loving the drive and direction that I want to take. It might not be normal or something because it seems normal to be a little lazy and unable to work that hard.

Oh well, I just feel driven to achieve greatness with the things I go after accomplishing. I just like the feeling of being on top all the time and don't mind the hard work that goes into maintaining it.

New Perspective In Life

My heart feels so much at rest from putting my faith in the Bible. What's contained inside of it is so much action, drama, and truths of how people can truly be like. The characters aren't really flawless either except for Jesus who claims to be the Son of God. I guess it was just curiosity that made me go seeking for answers to see if I could validate my own beliefs about Christianity. However, my reading comprehension really suffered for a long time, so I had a greatly difficult time in retaining the gist of everything I was reading.

From reading up on the Bible yesterday and having started, I feel like I could do it everyday now. It feels so effortless to give myself a little time each morning or evening to check up on some tidbits. I think I'm just going to keep on trying to pray for the things of God more often. I realize that suffering is a huge part of a Christian's life and so it isn't even easy and doesn't make any of us like super great or super heroes of this world!

What I Feel Like Trying

My mind is so scatterbrained, and it really isn't most of the time. Honestly, I don't think I really have the right to bug people by writing to them now. I believe that they might literally think I'm just being crazy with them. I'm having a hard time keeping track of a few extra details with my life, and maybe my priorities just aren't really that well straightened out for me to even think about settling down.

One of the great things that I'm starting to feel really comfortable enjoying with myself is that I'm having a great time underneath it all. I really like to get carried away with funny thoughts that fill my mind, but nothing really that offensive.

I'm probably just going to have to get around living on my own now and being able to support myself first for a few months before going after a decent relationship. It's going to take a lot of hard work, but I feel that I'm seriously ready to step up to the plate now.

Effective Time Management

I'm actually away right now from home, so I won't really be having that much time to start blogging this month. I'm noticing that my posts have this style where I'm just going off to some place and then closing in something as my conclusion. Well, that's just my own personal feelings that I'm tapping into right now.

It's pretty neat how I'm starting to appreciate the works of others now. It's so cool that I allow myself to have an open heart and to hear what others have to communicate for themselves, even though I might not fully agree with everything they have to claim. I'm actually a whole heck of a lot different these days, and it's really for the better. The interesting part is that my life has been very interesting to some people who question me to talk about my own candid life.

By opening up about the stuff that depressed me, other guys usually end up laughing from the humor I've come to terms with out of the suffering. These days, I'm realizing that time management should really come from what interests us a great deal. Even if it's not the most ideal choice at the moment, we are all people with slightly different tastes. I think it's important to respect the preferences of others and to even be able to work with those differences and to come to an amiable, working relationship.

Basically, a lot of my time spent now isn't really going to be about watching T.V. so much anymore. I think I'm born to really study as boring as it sounds. I'm bored of studying and even hate it, but can't make much in life without it; especially, for a topic that interests me a great deal and convicts me with a good opportunity to make some money! Instead of just playing games and watching movies and getting carried away with trying to look at girls while being lonely and getting more depressed on the Internet, I'm going to spend my time with what I want to develop into and just allow those rewards to just keep adding on to myself. I'm going to live my life and accept what comes out of it, but I do want to keep a fully Christian based mindset; that's probably the main difference that would set me apart from being an average-minded, short, and swearing guy. I did a whole lot of searching for answers when I was little and up onto now within my heart. I am having fun though.