Sunday, March 19, 2017

The Lord's Day?

I have a question mark right after this title the Lord's Day? It initially makes me laugh thinking about it. Some people could be like so stupid and that thought makes me laugh even more.

I was originally thinking about busting myself from indulging in unclean behavior of watching some porno clips, but I was like "Nah, it's the Lord's Day today. I really shouldn't." Then, the girl I'm supposed to dating who I met online texted me. That gave me some pretty good distractions to not engage in that behavior from regretting it.

What really got me enticed to do it was that I wanted to measure how long I am. I read some surveys and it's like the ladies who volunteered to answer them were like this so and so size is for us. The average came out to where I'm at. I'm like so yeah, I need to be pumped up for the world and be convinced that I'll make a great lover and all of that, so let's get into my porn ritual that I so want to lay off of.

All of these thoughts circulated, but what started it was what I thought at first was innocent which was looking up on some nudist colonies. It didn't go so well and those people are like nudity doesn't matter but to me, I'm not like them so I guess I shouldn't go there then.

If I treat everyday to be the Lord's day then everything for me may be in order. I might actually get stuff done for once! The Bible is so keen about preaching proper time management. We need to conduct ourselves in that way to live out excellent and productively. I'm going to try it out then, so today is the Lord's day? Along with tomorrow and then the next day and so on and so on, etc. ? I have homework everyday to conduct too, so let's get it done before I go play. I used to be play first and work hard later and still am like that to this day, but maybe treating everyday like it's the Lord's Day? I'll have a better shot at doing homework first instead.