Monday, September 26, 2016

What I Could Become

Maybe I'll be a lonely rich man traveling and then from being bored, I'll set off with volunteering as an aide to a physician. On top of that, maybe I could gather a good buddy or two to help me go fishing for some ladies to date. Man, I care about a beautiful female friend. I hope her dates go well with her current boyfriend and she finds happiness in the end. She's a lovely person in general and although I might envy her boyfriend's position, there's not much I can do about it because I unconditionally accept her as a friend. Oh well, that's life. Time to try to find someone else, I'm sure there's other possibilities but I want to work with what I got so far.

Trying to go for an upgrade then, how's about dating a more beautiful and better compatible girl for me than this current beautiful friend. It's in the eye of the beholder, and for me I just can't go for picking up a girl at a bar. I need some time to clue in on the pieces of the puzzle. Maybe she'll find someone to be engaged to and can't wait on me that long by the time, I figure she's good for me. Oh well, that's how it's going to go then.

Definitely though, that beautiful girl I'm friends with is going to be tough for me to find someone better! It's turning out to be that way so far. What a challenge, man. Assuming I do find her, then yeah I'm definitely going to be head over heels happy for life! Settling for the best I could get, if conditions were ideal then yes, I'd still be pretty happy to the point that I'd be satisfied. It would be enough actually at this point and that's how good this friend means to me.