I really feel that there are a lot of improvements I can still make, even while it feels like I've reached a wall at this point. Probably one of the biggest things for me that I'm trying to resolve on my personal time is time management. How do I balance out relaxation and being comfortable with being active and adventurous? I honestly wish I was rich and a little better good looking, along with the tough spiritual journey I put myself through while trying to submit to the Lord.
It's okay though because I will try to use what I have to still develop myself at the old age of 34! I actually saw some really pretty photos of girls who are around my age, so my hope isn't complete lost.