Bad Timing

I've lost confidence in pursuing after some government jobs. I'm getting a large majority of answers from nice people that businesses are slowing down. I'm pretty much going to have to just go with the flow now full time with forex and just study it really hard to the point that I could make some money off of it, so that I could go back to school to get a pretty cool graduate degree in business. I guess I'm really unique than in this area, so I might as well just flounder off into this whole money making scheme by working the self-employment market. Being self-employed is the way for me to go then and I might as well do the best that I can for now on even if I continously mess up.