Tuesday, December 26, 2017

Resolving Dilemma and Conflict

One of the things I struggled with for like the longest time was getting a hold on my sexual behavior. Sometimes, I'm so in the mood that I even wish I had a wife who felt the same way with me. I guess I've been experimenting with my sexual junk and making sure everything is working fine every once in awhile. I've been trying to tolerate the speed found in free porno videos found online. Yeah, I've been building tolerance and if I stay away for awhile, it becomes very sensitive again and will feel so much better after edging. I guess once every six months is torture for most guys who admit to being addicted to porn. I think it's just a daily decision to just live with those feelings of desiring sex with a girl who has a beautiful face and toned looking attractive body.

I think to get to the point of finding a hot girl with a swell personality and a knack to have lots of loving and romantic sex with her husband, you have to be ready for it. The things I could just work on improving myself would be my fitness level, spirituality, relationship, happiness, and money. I believe that I was born with a desire to always want to continually improve myself as a whole. When I do reach a goal, I like to live it out in that moment of happiness as long as I can before naturally finding another thing I need to get better at.