Pretty much, I had to return a product because it didn't really perform to the level of expectation I wanted. Right now is pretty early in the morning and because I get to set my own working hours, I'm going to go outside and work out. It feels good to walk in the morning and work out and then take a shower afterward.
I'm also going to read a little more on the subject of something like gambling. It's pretty interesting that some professional gamblers rely on their skills more than luck to make a living. I'm just bored so I picked up some books at a library. I'm surprised that a public city library would actually have those types of books for your reading pleasure.
Right now I'm on my third week of consistent exercise to make myself grow taller, no results! Oh well, I'm just going to keep on exercising with growing taller. Or at least, I'll practice it and if my future kids want to grow up to be tall then I'll have something fun to share with them and do at a park, while drinking milk every morning with them- like a trivial ritual. I also acquired this growth spray that smells like pure protein and artificial testosterone- you just spray it on some sensitive locations that growth inhabits at- like your knees. I've been inconsistent with using the spray; because I haven't had any side effects might as well finish that spray bottle now. I've even ingested it and still didn't get sick. They called it an "herbal supplement" which I thought meant you are supposed to spray it in your mouth, but the instructions said to spray it over those sensitive areas, so I wasted a good portion of the bottle trying to eat it every night.
I'm also going to make it a habit to finish the Bible every year and get out of feeling guilty with my sins by repenting to the Lord. Why not? I feel ashamed to look at the mirror sometimes after knowing something dumb and morally conflicting that I did. I don't feel bad about the church people who acted like little kids with me anymore; they were really in a dimension of dementia. I can see why they need to blame someone for their problems of wanting to make the church bigger.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Treating Business Like A Science
I seriously have decided to pursue this direction of analyzing market trades and then trying to be successful with cashing in on it. I have an idea in my head which is to treat this business like a science class in that I am going to do a lot of experimentation. I will probably keep a journal and be logging successful trades or answering some questions to behaviors that I've been aching to know to keep it on record.
The only thing that I'm really giving that's valuable is my time into this market. I'm thinking of just acquiring systems that have a 30-day back guarantee and just putting it to use right away on a demo account or willfully risking a small amount of funds, depending on what the developer's requirements are for getting back a refund. I'm pretty much going to analyze a bunch of tools, pick the ones that work the best for me, and then keep on updating it until I'm happy about where the business is leading to. It's going to be a lot of experimenting with trial and error and getting really hands-down dirty to figure out where the profits are at. It's going to also take a lot of patience to develop in. I'm personally going to be about results while working diligently at it, so hopefully that will carry over and bring me to a point where I could just keep on making residual income.
The only thing that I'm really giving that's valuable is my time into this market. I'm thinking of just acquiring systems that have a 30-day back guarantee and just putting it to use right away on a demo account or willfully risking a small amount of funds, depending on what the developer's requirements are for getting back a refund. I'm pretty much going to analyze a bunch of tools, pick the ones that work the best for me, and then keep on updating it until I'm happy about where the business is leading to. It's going to be a lot of experimenting with trial and error and getting really hands-down dirty to figure out where the profits are at. It's going to also take a lot of patience to develop in. I'm personally going to be about results while working diligently at it, so hopefully that will carry over and bring me to a point where I could just keep on making residual income.
Monday, September 27, 2010
What It Takes To Set Up A Business
Yeah, at the moment, this blog is pretty much ghetto to me. Oh well, I'm just still using it to give myself some accountability and reference and something I could go back to look on. Since everything is not really going into the details of interfering with someone's life, I guess I don't have the ability to even invade my own life so that being said, there's not much to put on here except what I wanted to put on here.
Based on my experiences, there are a few things to keep in mind and these are just tips for myself that I'm going to be testing later so don't always take my word for it:
1. Make sure the business is something you could comfortably handle and have a passion to master. Don't just close your eyes and then pull out a blind topic from a drawing.
2. Do your best to leave out personal distractions, like spacing fun time and work time apart and not really trying to intertwine it to the point that fun takes over and your business loses by going bankrupt, end of story. I'm starting to think that a stupid is, a stupid does, so that means some people are crazy and if I let them influence me then I'm a nutty idiot. I'd rather be a nutty genius than an idiot, so both men and women can be crazy sometimes; oh well. I made the mistake, called myself an idiot, repented, and so will hope for the same will upon others who did those foolish things like I did.
3. When you are looking to purchase tools to help the trade you are getting into, make sure there's a return policy and to be able to handle the procedure of what you have to do return to it in case the tool didn't work out for you. Get the tool to working right away because shredding out tools that don't work will save some expenses of having to acquire more fitting ones later down the road.
4. Make sure you can afford losing the starting capital that is going to generate profit. More often than not, it seems like struggling businesses take loans that are too hot to handle and then the business goes "belly up" as one of my friends say.
Based on my experiences, there are a few things to keep in mind and these are just tips for myself that I'm going to be testing later so don't always take my word for it:
1. Make sure the business is something you could comfortably handle and have a passion to master. Don't just close your eyes and then pull out a blind topic from a drawing.
2. Do your best to leave out personal distractions, like spacing fun time and work time apart and not really trying to intertwine it to the point that fun takes over and your business loses by going bankrupt, end of story. I'm starting to think that a stupid is, a stupid does, so that means some people are crazy and if I let them influence me then I'm a nutty idiot. I'd rather be a nutty genius than an idiot, so both men and women can be crazy sometimes; oh well. I made the mistake, called myself an idiot, repented, and so will hope for the same will upon others who did those foolish things like I did.
3. When you are looking to purchase tools to help the trade you are getting into, make sure there's a return policy and to be able to handle the procedure of what you have to do return to it in case the tool didn't work out for you. Get the tool to working right away because shredding out tools that don't work will save some expenses of having to acquire more fitting ones later down the road.
4. Make sure you can afford losing the starting capital that is going to generate profit. More often than not, it seems like struggling businesses take loans that are too hot to handle and then the business goes "belly up" as one of my friends say.
Have To Try Harder
Yeah, it's pretty hard to not try any harder right now. I'm just really pumped up to do the best that I can right now. I pretty much started a business now and I need to show for it by not really being that lazy right now. I'm pretty young, undisciplined, and pretty much all-out gutsy about spending on things that I might not never get around to trying. I pretty much have to train my weak mind right now to be able to handle a bigger load of consistency with hard work.
I guess my mind gets really caught up with playing video games right now, and I need to lessen that activity right now so that I could work on enjoying some financial freedom before I go on living again. It looks like it really doesn't matter how much money you start with in a business, as long as you can consistently generate a steady flow of cash. For example, if you had just $20 and created a lemonade stand and then people started buying from you left and right then yeah, you'll make some profit. It's about consistency of profit, so the starting capital doesn't really matter. It looks like it's a misnomer to a lot of uneducated people who start up businesses.
Ultimately, how much you start off with doesn't matter. I heard about a trader who kept on trading for items that were more valuable, so in a way he found a way to market himself to generous people and ended up trading a pretty useful item that was cheaper than what he got in return. He eventually traded some valuable items and sold it for a million dollars! Another story I think I heard was some guy who put $10 on the internet to host some advertising website and now it's worth millions of dollars! It's about making an idea work and also you have to get some entertainment value out of it; otherwise, you won't be able to keep up with the pack.
I'm going to seriously not let my weak mind wander off to much anymore because I feel like I need to generate money. I have this gullible quality that could stumble on something that only sucks your money away from you; just having good faith in something and not getting money in return is just not a good investment especially if you're just going to sit around and try to praise the product to yourself. I guess that's good if you're rich, but not if you're poor and need money.
I guess my mind gets really caught up with playing video games right now, and I need to lessen that activity right now so that I could work on enjoying some financial freedom before I go on living again. It looks like it really doesn't matter how much money you start with in a business, as long as you can consistently generate a steady flow of cash. For example, if you had just $20 and created a lemonade stand and then people started buying from you left and right then yeah, you'll make some profit. It's about consistency of profit, so the starting capital doesn't really matter. It looks like it's a misnomer to a lot of uneducated people who start up businesses.
Ultimately, how much you start off with doesn't matter. I heard about a trader who kept on trading for items that were more valuable, so in a way he found a way to market himself to generous people and ended up trading a pretty useful item that was cheaper than what he got in return. He eventually traded some valuable items and sold it for a million dollars! Another story I think I heard was some guy who put $10 on the internet to host some advertising website and now it's worth millions of dollars! It's about making an idea work and also you have to get some entertainment value out of it; otherwise, you won't be able to keep up with the pack.
I'm going to seriously not let my weak mind wander off to much anymore because I feel like I need to generate money. I have this gullible quality that could stumble on something that only sucks your money away from you; just having good faith in something and not getting money in return is just not a good investment especially if you're just going to sit around and try to praise the product to yourself. I guess that's good if you're rich, but not if you're poor and need money.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Improving To Better Situations
I'm currently not married or anything, so getting into a blessed one would be pretty cool I suppose. I have desires that get tempted pretty daily, and it seems like I could make myself get satisfied completely if I were to wait on the Lord. My life is just surrounded right now by a lot of motivation to complete something very fulfilling.
I feel so comfortable around nice people and don't mind helping them out; it's not really them who could bring me ultimate peace. Instead, I personally seek refuge with God and try to daily uphold living a balanced one with God's Word being a part of my heart. I sort of have some useless hobbies right now; maybe, those things are taking too much of my time and that I should focus what needs to be done before taking pleasure in my hobbies when the time permits them. I can still get sick of my hobbies because it's easy for me to feel like I need to get something done and feel a lot of ailment until I get them done.
It takes patience and a big heart to prolong something that a person is working on. It takes courage and self-motivation and to relieve oneself of a lot of doubt and to be honest about a situation. It takes understanding and wisdom to grow out of a situation and also occasionally my favorite, creativity when something has to be thrown into the waste bucket. It never hurts to have fun at the same time too; it's pretty important.
I feel so comfortable around nice people and don't mind helping them out; it's not really them who could bring me ultimate peace. Instead, I personally seek refuge with God and try to daily uphold living a balanced one with God's Word being a part of my heart. I sort of have some useless hobbies right now; maybe, those things are taking too much of my time and that I should focus what needs to be done before taking pleasure in my hobbies when the time permits them. I can still get sick of my hobbies because it's easy for me to feel like I need to get something done and feel a lot of ailment until I get them done.
It takes patience and a big heart to prolong something that a person is working on. It takes courage and self-motivation and to relieve oneself of a lot of doubt and to be honest about a situation. It takes understanding and wisdom to grow out of a situation and also occasionally my favorite, creativity when something has to be thrown into the waste bucket. It never hurts to have fun at the same time too; it's pretty important.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Committing and Disciplining Self
I'm writing today about an area that I could really work on myself. During these next couple days that lead to the ending of this year, I might actually start discussing about my needs to stay focused on a practical thing in my life and stick to it now, while limiting doing some things that I like for the purpose of fulfilling more things that I'm interested for myself. I realize that publishing my honest thoughts on this blog has helped me a lot through understanding my trials and getting reacquainted with the good stuff in life.
I don't really feel like I'm lacking somewhere internally anymore; maybe, it's because I could classify myself as a young grown up- at least I'm still younger than some women who act a little too immature for their age. Taking a few moments out of my life to analyze where I'm at and deciding what to go after is giving me so much closure. I believe that God also has a big part in a role of shaping who I am; I am pretty much one of those believers who became amazed and stunned by the incredible work Jesus had done for me and that I wished to be made new again and to rejoice in my state that I will someday be with the Lord in heaven. Fortunately for my soul, the Bible doesn't really mind a little healthy competition and to be more progressive technologically in a way that becomes more fitting for the world. I'm starting to feel really hearty about things that I want to accomplish and going after them.
I don't really feel like I'm lacking somewhere internally anymore; maybe, it's because I could classify myself as a young grown up- at least I'm still younger than some women who act a little too immature for their age. Taking a few moments out of my life to analyze where I'm at and deciding what to go after is giving me so much closure. I believe that God also has a big part in a role of shaping who I am; I am pretty much one of those believers who became amazed and stunned by the incredible work Jesus had done for me and that I wished to be made new again and to rejoice in my state that I will someday be with the Lord in heaven. Fortunately for my soul, the Bible doesn't really mind a little healthy competition and to be more progressive technologically in a way that becomes more fitting for the world. I'm starting to feel really hearty about things that I want to accomplish and going after them.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Today Is A Brand New Day
Today is a good day! I feel good! I look good! I smell good! I'm going to make money, money, money! Haha. Those are just lines that I'm copying and putting on this post. They actually take a lot longer to chant to your self personally. It's just funny to do that as a motto, which I thought was unique.
What I feel I'm lacking right now is a routine with a great purpose. It feels good to be living with a fulfilling dream. Honestly, the Bible seems to scare some people from living out in search of its true meaning. They seem to go with the flow of differing opinions, and what worries me a little is the people who seem to think the Bible is based off of fake things coming from a not so reputable group- the Jews, not being racist here, but God of the Old Testament did find the Jews to be His people while they were a small and oppressed group.
I remember a movie that talked about how the Koran was very enriching with its allusions and interesting take on life while the world banned religion. However, the Koran seems to encourage violence to get an extraordinary means accomplished which I'm sure is shunned by Muslims who claim to be good people. A verse in the Koran talks about getting rid of the infidels who might want to exercise freedom of speech over personal matters- it's like some of the third world countries that look to Islam are still being people in that they look to any justifiable means to hold violent protests. I don't really think the Koran really solves anything as it tries to justify the condition of man and serves to prolong a tradition.
What I feel I'm lacking right now is a routine with a great purpose. It feels good to be living with a fulfilling dream. Honestly, the Bible seems to scare some people from living out in search of its true meaning. They seem to go with the flow of differing opinions, and what worries me a little is the people who seem to think the Bible is based off of fake things coming from a not so reputable group- the Jews, not being racist here, but God of the Old Testament did find the Jews to be His people while they were a small and oppressed group.
I remember a movie that talked about how the Koran was very enriching with its allusions and interesting take on life while the world banned religion. However, the Koran seems to encourage violence to get an extraordinary means accomplished which I'm sure is shunned by Muslims who claim to be good people. A verse in the Koran talks about getting rid of the infidels who might want to exercise freedom of speech over personal matters- it's like some of the third world countries that look to Islam are still being people in that they look to any justifiable means to hold violent protests. I don't really think the Koran really solves anything as it tries to justify the condition of man and serves to prolong a tradition.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Feeling Bittersweet
I am still mourning over the passing of my grandma. I thought I wouldn't get too personal on this blog, but looks like I really have now because my honesty is not really getting me in trouble. By me being very honest, I think I can also enjoy some good humor without feeling self-tortured and entertaining just about anybody and hopefully influencing people to be better and more well.
At my grandma's funeral, I had the special privilege of making a eulogy in front of a lot of people. I can't still resist making any zingers against the Hope of God Church, L.A. so here goes: there were more people at that funeral than the whole church combined at that Hope of God location and a whole lot more. I'm pretty delighted to find that my family and relatives might outnumber that church group; we're one big family tree put together living in the United States. I really miss my grandma still and I wish I had the chance to say goodbye to her and that I really loved her. My grandpa is staying over at my home and I'm lifting him up occasionally to put him on a wheelchair and also trying to cheer him up. I had the chance to quickly kiss my grandpa's forehead which felt good and lively for me. I can't do that to him anymore right now because I might risk giving him a more bad cold. I'm going to tell my grandpa that I love him before he goes and hopefully he can come to terms with his maker.
Overall, I'm surrounded by a lot of beautiful people so that gets me thinking in a funny manner, love isn't all about sex. Being in love and in the moment with your soul mate is just about as good as it gets in enjoying intimate Eros. Hopefully, the commitment is made at a wedding before couples become intimate.
At my grandma's funeral, I had the special privilege of making a eulogy in front of a lot of people. I can't still resist making any zingers against the Hope of God Church, L.A. so here goes: there were more people at that funeral than the whole church combined at that Hope of God location and a whole lot more. I'm pretty delighted to find that my family and relatives might outnumber that church group; we're one big family tree put together living in the United States. I really miss my grandma still and I wish I had the chance to say goodbye to her and that I really loved her. My grandpa is staying over at my home and I'm lifting him up occasionally to put him on a wheelchair and also trying to cheer him up. I had the chance to quickly kiss my grandpa's forehead which felt good and lively for me. I can't do that to him anymore right now because I might risk giving him a more bad cold. I'm going to tell my grandpa that I love him before he goes and hopefully he can come to terms with his maker.
Overall, I'm surrounded by a lot of beautiful people so that gets me thinking in a funny manner, love isn't all about sex. Being in love and in the moment with your soul mate is just about as good as it gets in enjoying intimate Eros. Hopefully, the commitment is made at a wedding before couples become intimate.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Just Trying
It's getting pretty difficult nowadays, but I'm trying very hard so I'm probably going to be up with some more sleepless nights for awhile until I can break away cleanly with my life. That's pretty much all I have to say for now. I'm keeping myself busy right now because I really need a solution out of financial issues for myself. It would be nice to reach that financial independence, and it's going to take a lot of work for myself.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Running Errands
I've been basically learning to trade foreign currency and have had fun picking up on it. I'm pretty much going to let that be my main goal right now in setting up this business.
Today, I pretty much need to take care of car registration stuff. After that I'm not really going to be so worried about driving my car and risking a speeding ticket from a loose cop and then getting penned with more fines for not doing those things. I'm pretty much going to give it all this month and start writing on a personal trading journal, so I can learn more. I'm seriously going to start little and see where I go from there now.
Today, I pretty much need to take care of car registration stuff. After that I'm not really going to be so worried about driving my car and risking a speeding ticket from a loose cop and then getting penned with more fines for not doing those things. I'm pretty much going to give it all this month and start writing on a personal trading journal, so I can learn more. I'm seriously going to start little and see where I go from there now.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Very Interesting Concept
I was like up early talking on the mirror and pretending I was talking to a woman whose older than me, Betty Lam (the one at Hope of God Church, L.A.) Betty is a pretty common name and sort of a cute name to me. Okay, so it appears that I was chasing after her the whole time just that I was faking it. Unfortunately, it's a little hard for me to try to commit with her because I feel some disparities with her culture that she was brought up in and that she literally is a little aggressive and overpowering woman who gets frustrated when you mess around with her and try to be nice at the same time.
Honestly, I would choose her still over all the other women as my best choice if I was forced to pick someone at that church I'm mentioning. I know she can sometimes be crazy and act weird but there is a pretty genuine feeling about her. Jumping to a point, I honestly feel another woman at that church is my type- Judy P. Chan; just that I've grown to love her as a big sister and that she's taken to a slightly foolish older guy I am tempted to despise but going to have to just get things personally straight with him and force that issue upon him competitively to the point he's being submissive with me- I'm so good at doing that.
The real meat that I wanted to cover was my own reflection of a woman placing a stupid restraining order on a younger and shorter guy. I'm honestly trying to make myself taller still so I can feel great about myself and going to take yoga for the sake of stretching my bones and adding more calcium on it which I hear is possible- the human body is capable of some crazy things such as lengthening itself from being forced. Don't believe me? I personally do from some funny testimonies I looked up and going to give it a shot by using the art of science. Go ahead and be skeptical; I don't really care because my motivation is internal. I'll let the whole world know if the growing potential really exists for any old age.
I think a woman like Darunee Lee Wong(-stapadat, LOL) places a restraining order on a man when she's obviously being crazy- just making a pun. Okay, the real truth is when she feels a man is over-obsessed about her OR not giving her enough affection and attention and wants to block a relationship from forming. The case for me is dealing with the later; it only makes sense after putting together all the itsy bitsy details. Darunee really liked me pursuing after her one day at that church ground when I needed to keep asking her for something unrelated to growing a relationship with her. When she said to bother someone else about it, I noticed her willing submission upon me. She told me she didn't have anything against me, so why put a personal restraining order on me? She also said that she loved me in a surprisingly flirtatious tone that jokingly scared me, and it happened to come out from her spontaneously. She was frustrated and being short-tempered about an incident that didn't relate me with her- she wanted me to not chase after Betty. Darunee came up to me and told me not to talk to Betty; it makes so much sense that she actually liked me. I was blind because I was feeling that I'm too short to be in a relationship- I just wanted that selfish feeling of being tall before thinking about being a relationship. Ideal true love doesn't care about physicality. It all makes sense now, and it's like Darunee might have a hard time moving on with this thing because I keep on bringing it up to find some revelation about women.
Overall, I was just concerned about people dropping from their Facebook list and I felt competitively mocked when the dummy told me that I was overshadowing others. It's good to have social behavior- sometimes you're a little over-the-top but it's a good thing to express your love for people in a healthy manner whether it's personally belonging to you or not. All the venting these people do when they're under stress while sounding all angry and agitated is so funny to me now- they really are relying on the person and sharing their deepest resentments and need a moment to cool down and want to let it go through being honest. It's a relatively mean activity, but what can you do? You're supposed to listen and pray for them when that moment comes. On the long run, FACEBOOK LIST DROPPING means absolutely nothing and that's where the fun begins with me being gregarious about it and doing it to others and influencing them to be forced into trying to convince me to unblock me as a joke. It's so fun, and it means absolutely nothing on my end. They messed up psychologically and made a mistake with their God but for me, I was never in any serious dew-dew. Praise God that I found some serious understanding and can communicate it nicely now.
Honestly, I would choose her still over all the other women as my best choice if I was forced to pick someone at that church I'm mentioning. I know she can sometimes be crazy and act weird but there is a pretty genuine feeling about her. Jumping to a point, I honestly feel another woman at that church is my type- Judy P. Chan; just that I've grown to love her as a big sister and that she's taken to a slightly foolish older guy I am tempted to despise but going to have to just get things personally straight with him and force that issue upon him competitively to the point he's being submissive with me- I'm so good at doing that.
The real meat that I wanted to cover was my own reflection of a woman placing a stupid restraining order on a younger and shorter guy. I'm honestly trying to make myself taller still so I can feel great about myself and going to take yoga for the sake of stretching my bones and adding more calcium on it which I hear is possible- the human body is capable of some crazy things such as lengthening itself from being forced. Don't believe me? I personally do from some funny testimonies I looked up and going to give it a shot by using the art of science. Go ahead and be skeptical; I don't really care because my motivation is internal. I'll let the whole world know if the growing potential really exists for any old age.
I think a woman like Darunee Lee Wong(-stapadat, LOL) places a restraining order on a man when she's obviously being crazy- just making a pun. Okay, the real truth is when she feels a man is over-obsessed about her OR not giving her enough affection and attention and wants to block a relationship from forming. The case for me is dealing with the later; it only makes sense after putting together all the itsy bitsy details. Darunee really liked me pursuing after her one day at that church ground when I needed to keep asking her for something unrelated to growing a relationship with her. When she said to bother someone else about it, I noticed her willing submission upon me. She told me she didn't have anything against me, so why put a personal restraining order on me? She also said that she loved me in a surprisingly flirtatious tone that jokingly scared me, and it happened to come out from her spontaneously. She was frustrated and being short-tempered about an incident that didn't relate me with her- she wanted me to not chase after Betty. Darunee came up to me and told me not to talk to Betty; it makes so much sense that she actually liked me. I was blind because I was feeling that I'm too short to be in a relationship- I just wanted that selfish feeling of being tall before thinking about being a relationship. Ideal true love doesn't care about physicality. It all makes sense now, and it's like Darunee might have a hard time moving on with this thing because I keep on bringing it up to find some revelation about women.
Overall, I was just concerned about people dropping from their Facebook list and I felt competitively mocked when the dummy told me that I was overshadowing others. It's good to have social behavior- sometimes you're a little over-the-top but it's a good thing to express your love for people in a healthy manner whether it's personally belonging to you or not. All the venting these people do when they're under stress while sounding all angry and agitated is so funny to me now- they really are relying on the person and sharing their deepest resentments and need a moment to cool down and want to let it go through being honest. It's a relatively mean activity, but what can you do? You're supposed to listen and pray for them when that moment comes. On the long run, FACEBOOK LIST DROPPING means absolutely nothing and that's where the fun begins with me being gregarious about it and doing it to others and influencing them to be forced into trying to convince me to unblock me as a joke. It's so fun, and it means absolutely nothing on my end. They messed up psychologically and made a mistake with their God but for me, I was never in any serious dew-dew. Praise God that I found some serious understanding and can communicate it nicely now.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Starting All Over Again
Honestly, it's going to be really hard to forget a lot of things that have happened with my life already. Some of these memories were and others well, very bad. I would like to forget about the bad things that happened, but I've forced myself to accept them as adversity and to learn from them even if it pains me day and night. It took me awhile to relive a lot of moments and then to take a new and more refreshed spin on life. I'm a pretty good psychologist with myself; I keep it honest and also I'm very subjectively honest as well too so maybe there's not much of a trouble maker underneath going on as others around are subject to doing. They get me laughing a lot more these days, and I'm feeling a little mellowed out.
I tend to not give in to people that I make up my mind with, so I can be very strong at also changing another person's desires with me. In a way, I can manipulate dumber people because I possess it but I just care not to really use it, so when they got all over me at one point complaining about something stupid, I just let it be and didn't try to do my best to get out of it. I was just worn out from doing the same thing again because I would have used my full anger as a weapon and get what I wanted but this anger was something I didn't want to live with anymore in my life.
I realize that the anger that was a part of me is actually my competitive emotions. I'm a highly competitive person to the point that I could joke around with people and get them to oblige with whatever I want from them. I never really needed to yell at people in the first place; it's because those people accepted me for who I was even while I had those moments of yelling. I am a very smart debater and can even use childish acts to get what I need- peace and quiet; especially when I yell in person with someone- they won't ever reply back after I'm through with them. I could then ask them all these questions without them ever saying a word back with them; it's pretty interesting way to dumbfound someone, while ignoring them and doing this with everyone in my way that others observing don't even want to get involved with me because of what I could do to them and if I really wanted to make fun of them then they are forced into laughing with me.Yeah, that's how mean and cruel I could be but at the same time, I have moments of being nice with the person which adds in so much confusion to the person. It's the ultimate way of messing around safely and eventually getting what I want. It's like I would be impatient and that's how the person would want to get his or her revenge by making me wait; that was like the only way of agreement with them that I had. I still used every resource and found the best tactics and said the craziest or funniest or nicest things that got the person not thinking about me ever, but still went along with me. I realize this stupid power that I have now, so I'm ready to be a leader for the right causes if I'm ever needed now.
I tend to not give in to people that I make up my mind with, so I can be very strong at also changing another person's desires with me. In a way, I can manipulate dumber people because I possess it but I just care not to really use it, so when they got all over me at one point complaining about something stupid, I just let it be and didn't try to do my best to get out of it. I was just worn out from doing the same thing again because I would have used my full anger as a weapon and get what I wanted but this anger was something I didn't want to live with anymore in my life.
I realize that the anger that was a part of me is actually my competitive emotions. I'm a highly competitive person to the point that I could joke around with people and get them to oblige with whatever I want from them. I never really needed to yell at people in the first place; it's because those people accepted me for who I was even while I had those moments of yelling. I am a very smart debater and can even use childish acts to get what I need- peace and quiet; especially when I yell in person with someone- they won't ever reply back after I'm through with them. I could then ask them all these questions without them ever saying a word back with them; it's pretty interesting way to dumbfound someone, while ignoring them and doing this with everyone in my way that others observing don't even want to get involved with me because of what I could do to them and if I really wanted to make fun of them then they are forced into laughing with me.Yeah, that's how mean and cruel I could be but at the same time, I have moments of being nice with the person which adds in so much confusion to the person. It's the ultimate way of messing around safely and eventually getting what I want. It's like I would be impatient and that's how the person would want to get his or her revenge by making me wait; that was like the only way of agreement with them that I had. I still used every resource and found the best tactics and said the craziest or funniest or nicest things that got the person not thinking about me ever, but still went along with me. I realize this stupid power that I have now, so I'm ready to be a leader for the right causes if I'm ever needed now.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Exciting Opportunity
I think it's important to jump the wagon and to be comfortable about learning some things while minimizing loss of capital when it comes to running a business in the beginning. I plan on becoming a financial trader and am going to utilize some techniques; I have nothing to lose because all the knowledge that I have obtained has been free so far; I will only inquire more charges if I decide to pursue further into some techniques. For the time being, I am going to now try real money because I am comfortable following directions and risking a little money. I'm basically going to like put less than 1% of my starting capital to each trade and literally put together all the techniques and keep on adding them and analyzing those trades by putting them into a journal now. I want to become very serious with increasing my portfolio. I really like this whole managing my own hours and having a market to invest in by myself because it gives me some favorable time to work out, like a typical full time job does not really afford for me. I'm basically going to play it safe and look for very highly profitable and probable trades now.
If I end up doing well in these trades, I'm going to treat my friends out because I've learned to pick up the tab for friends from my dad. I'm also going to have fun donating to victims, but their situation is not fun- no pun intended. I will basically acquire a lot of high tech stuff with the funds as well because I'm pretty big on being a technologist; I'm a pretty crazy programmer in that I can do it for twelve hours a day if not distracted like no money and finding better things like loving my wife and kids. I'm going to increase my I.T. resume by acquiring all these stupid Microsoft and Cisco certifications that would make anyone look good because of the expert status you get. I will also get an education to become a doctor that a willing child could learn if he wanted to, only that he will have to wait to get his license to do surgery. I want to be pretty health conscience so why not learn material that doctors know and be able to be one when the situation calls for it. I will have a lot of responsibility, but then again I could joke with people I don't like that I won''t help them but in the end I do it anyways because it's the doctor's creed to help even mortal enemies even if the doctor is going to get bombed in the end.
If I end up doing well in these trades, I'm going to treat my friends out because I've learned to pick up the tab for friends from my dad. I'm also going to have fun donating to victims, but their situation is not fun- no pun intended. I will basically acquire a lot of high tech stuff with the funds as well because I'm pretty big on being a technologist; I'm a pretty crazy programmer in that I can do it for twelve hours a day if not distracted like no money and finding better things like loving my wife and kids. I'm going to increase my I.T. resume by acquiring all these stupid Microsoft and Cisco certifications that would make anyone look good because of the expert status you get. I will also get an education to become a doctor that a willing child could learn if he wanted to, only that he will have to wait to get his license to do surgery. I want to be pretty health conscience so why not learn material that doctors know and be able to be one when the situation calls for it. I will have a lot of responsibility, but then again I could joke with people I don't like that I won''t help them but in the end I do it anyways because it's the doctor's creed to help even mortal enemies even if the doctor is going to get bombed in the end.
Friday, September 17, 2010
Enjoying Adversity
I'm really starting to like challenges and having fun getting through them now. This means dealing with anything that gets in my way and seeing as a challenge. I realize that I've always had fun getting out of them, like anyone would and just that it got a little stale getting out of it all the time for me. It's the saying that you sometimes get tired of having too much of something. I've felt so much success over getting out of adversity that it gets stale after awhile, so I became highly inactive.
I'm back refreshed and way more wiser than I've ever been. My emotions are like so strong that it can't really be swayed anymore. Honestly, I may have thought television wrestling was fun for awhile, but it's starting to get sort of boring to watch now because it's not that real as I thought it was. It's a lot of charades and very funny to laugh at times and looks cool but I can't get so caught up over it anymore like some people can. I'm going to a very practical area where I'll be so rich that having a lot of money for me won't even sound funny to me anymore and I'll be with financial independence and with a greater sense of moral responsibility. It's like I don't feel daunted anymore with expensive items but I'm still not going to purchase them like an idiot would and waste money for no real reason. Maybe I'll acquire a beach house, decent car that gets good mileage, a motorcycle, a boat, a motor home, and buy stuff to work on as a hobby and get up to date about stuff going on in this world and having a first class Bible education. I'm honestly the type who has a conscience so doing bad stuff is not my cup of tea. I would rather call people who think they are my friends and start doing bad things with others or me idiots and being upfront and honest with them and start laughing, rather then becoming that person.
Honestly, I don't mind treating out a person when he or she least expects it and asking nothing back in return. It feels good. I'm not God or anything higher like that but I see that the loving God in the Bible would have reason to be exceedingly joyful about giving or feeling hurt by us at times.
I'm back refreshed and way more wiser than I've ever been. My emotions are like so strong that it can't really be swayed anymore. Honestly, I may have thought television wrestling was fun for awhile, but it's starting to get sort of boring to watch now because it's not that real as I thought it was. It's a lot of charades and very funny to laugh at times and looks cool but I can't get so caught up over it anymore like some people can. I'm going to a very practical area where I'll be so rich that having a lot of money for me won't even sound funny to me anymore and I'll be with financial independence and with a greater sense of moral responsibility. It's like I don't feel daunted anymore with expensive items but I'm still not going to purchase them like an idiot would and waste money for no real reason. Maybe I'll acquire a beach house, decent car that gets good mileage, a motorcycle, a boat, a motor home, and buy stuff to work on as a hobby and get up to date about stuff going on in this world and having a first class Bible education. I'm honestly the type who has a conscience so doing bad stuff is not my cup of tea. I would rather call people who think they are my friends and start doing bad things with others or me idiots and being upfront and honest with them and start laughing, rather then becoming that person.
Honestly, I don't mind treating out a person when he or she least expects it and asking nothing back in return. It feels good. I'm not God or anything higher like that but I see that the loving God in the Bible would have reason to be exceedingly joyful about giving or feeling hurt by us at times.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Ready To Dive In
Hey, if I don't do something with my life right now then I'm pretty much wasting it away. I should start being very diligent and smart about this now. I really need to dedicate myself now to really becoming serious in this whole business I want to set up now. I'm planning on doing this whole making money thing with the internet and going serious with it now.
There's risk in everything I'm doing right now for a business, but it's something that I'm willing to take responsibility for and I'm not just about to be some speculator, which means that you're just entering stocks out of the blue and putting a lot of money on the line and risk losing it all. There's a smart way to do it while eliminating a lot of risk and making it very highly probable. This is what I have learning and now I am ready to go more aggressive with it now and start trading with a live account. I can afford to lose some money trying to set up a business that I am feeling very passionate about now and not feeling ashamed of, like the time I tried to sell kid's clothes and an air purifier. Yeah, those things weren't really my cup of tea. I'm going after mastering the Foreign Exchange market, where banks play with billions of dollars and belong to a market that's worth over 3 trillion dollars daily.
Maybe if this business goes all well, I'll have time to do other things I want to try.
There's risk in everything I'm doing right now for a business, but it's something that I'm willing to take responsibility for and I'm not just about to be some speculator, which means that you're just entering stocks out of the blue and putting a lot of money on the line and risk losing it all. There's a smart way to do it while eliminating a lot of risk and making it very highly probable. This is what I have learning and now I am ready to go more aggressive with it now and start trading with a live account. I can afford to lose some money trying to set up a business that I am feeling very passionate about now and not feeling ashamed of, like the time I tried to sell kid's clothes and an air purifier. Yeah, those things weren't really my cup of tea. I'm going after mastering the Foreign Exchange market, where banks play with billions of dollars and belong to a market that's worth over 3 trillion dollars daily.
Maybe if this business goes all well, I'll have time to do other things I want to try.
Found Something That I Like Doing
I guess I'm the type who likes to sit at the computer and make a living out of it while doing something complex with the computer and feel like I'm doing something very exciting and cool and being a part of this world. That's the feeling that I get now when it comes to dealing with reading stocks to invest on. I feel like I'm being part of a world that's ever changing, so becoming a trader seems like a great road for me to put all my effort on.
I also have a lot of side entreaties that I want to be engaged in, so being a trader is going to help fund those side projects for me and give me the option to also give to needy people out there, which would make me feel good after working hard with studying stocks or playing with the big boys. So starting up my own business and going at it is something that I dream of doing now and I think it's becoming more of a reality.
Hey, if I fail then I'll pretty much be a bitter truck driver who doesn't smoke, drink, or curse at bad drivers for awhile before trying to seek after my dream job. I hope I never go that road where I tell everybody I'm a failure while driving a freight truck around the country. Man, that life would be so boring but it would seriously be something I would do to pay off all the business debt I accumulate if I become a failure and need more money.
I also have a lot of side entreaties that I want to be engaged in, so being a trader is going to help fund those side projects for me and give me the option to also give to needy people out there, which would make me feel good after working hard with studying stocks or playing with the big boys. So starting up my own business and going at it is something that I dream of doing now and I think it's becoming more of a reality.
Hey, if I fail then I'll pretty much be a bitter truck driver who doesn't smoke, drink, or curse at bad drivers for awhile before trying to seek after my dream job. I hope I never go that road where I tell everybody I'm a failure while driving a freight truck around the country. Man, that life would be so boring but it would seriously be something I would do to pay off all the business debt I accumulate if I become a failure and need more money.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Business Plan / Developing Confidence
I honestly would like to be 6 feet tall, so I'm going to drink more milk right now. I know it's too late, so I'm just joking about being too short. I guess brain battles might be more useful for me to develop in, instead of the typical brute force. Actually size really doesn't matter when it comes to brute force too, so this is all baloney to mention height is really good for anything. If you perfect the art of martial arts then you could just use like two fingers to do joint manipulation, and it doesn't matter how small you are. Athletic women who are smaller than me and weigh less than 100 pounds can drive golf balls over 300 yards so, size really doesn't matter. It just looks good, that's all. Being tall looks physically good on someone- that's all. I don't have it, so I have to develop a bigger heart. I haven't really checked my height, but for being a male, man I'm short. Being short can't make you dodge a restraining order either because I was hoping my appearance would get this crazy girl to not put a restraining order on me. I was trying to still be a short kid and hoping that image would get the crazy girl to not put a restraining order on me; oh well, it happened and now I was forced to mature into an adult who has overcome feelings of not being dependent with crazy people.
Because of my shortness, I have a long torso because my chest length is just a tad over the national length which would include Caucasians. I am Korean/American which has a pretty good ethnic following and some cultural respect by other worlds. Being a small country and winning Olympic metals and keeping an ongoing cold war from breaking out by developing tough marines known historically as a Rock sort of gives Koreans some nice leverage. Even if I look Japanese, I still get some leverage too by revealing my proud ethnicity, so I guess those things factored in don't really bother a crazy girl from putting a restraining order on me. Man, I wasn't even chasing after her! I feel so cheated with this restraining order because I didn't even want her as a girlfriend and did absolutely nothing bad to her. She was just being a crazy person.
I think she has some confidence issues because she is taller than me by like 2 inches I think. She seems to feel we're similar in height or that's the feeling I've got from a male and close friend whose about 5 to 6 inches taller than me- he told me that I don't look that short and can be pretty similar in relation to height with him. So this whole being short thing must be just my own imagination because it sure didn't keep me from getting a restraining order by that crazy girl I wasn't even trying to chase around.
I should not put my mind too much on dumb things right now. I should not really pry into the life of others as well and just focus on developing this relationship with Jesus, which is actually fulfilling my life with satisfaction.
Because of my shortness, I have a long torso because my chest length is just a tad over the national length which would include Caucasians. I am Korean/American which has a pretty good ethnic following and some cultural respect by other worlds. Being a small country and winning Olympic metals and keeping an ongoing cold war from breaking out by developing tough marines known historically as a Rock sort of gives Koreans some nice leverage. Even if I look Japanese, I still get some leverage too by revealing my proud ethnicity, so I guess those things factored in don't really bother a crazy girl from putting a restraining order on me. Man, I wasn't even chasing after her! I feel so cheated with this restraining order because I didn't even want her as a girlfriend and did absolutely nothing bad to her. She was just being a crazy person.
I think she has some confidence issues because she is taller than me by like 2 inches I think. She seems to feel we're similar in height or that's the feeling I've got from a male and close friend whose about 5 to 6 inches taller than me- he told me that I don't look that short and can be pretty similar in relation to height with him. So this whole being short thing must be just my own imagination because it sure didn't keep me from getting a restraining order by that crazy girl I wasn't even trying to chase around.
I should not put my mind too much on dumb things right now. I should not really pry into the life of others as well and just focus on developing this relationship with Jesus, which is actually fulfilling my life with satisfaction.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Toughening Up
Despite the feelings of any limitations I may have, I'm seeing that motivating myself on a journey to the Promised Land is quite endearing for myself personally. I'm totally finding that my struggles with lust is actually a spiritual attack for me. I wish to no longer engage in sexual behavior that's outside of marriage because I find that making the commitment first and proceeding afterward the wedding ceremony can bring a lot of stability, peace, and passionate romance. I wish to be just one of those guys who make a stand daily for entering marriage first before engaging in brash intimate affairs, out of moral responsibility. It only makes sense and can protect you emotionally to save it. If it's been lost, then there's no worries about coming to God for spiritual guidance and starting life all over as a new creature. It's a tough world out there, so it's important to guard what are the most valuable things to our hearts.
Need To Give What I Can, When I Can
Right now, I want to play by gambling money with cards and also playing video games. I have to choose to not have such a risky life right now. I can't afford losing money on an inconsistent basis anymore. I want to be about setting up a business with consistent wins and requires hard working diligence and discipline to get to the top. I do have enough financial support for myself to last a whole year, maybe, so if I push it with something I like then maybe I could set up a business out of it.
I've already spent an average amount of money with figuring out what I want to invest in. With these hikes I've been making daily, I have been figuring out what I want to do with my life. It isn't easy trying to do it on your own, so I have to become stronger at recognizing what successful people are doing to stay on top. I prefer to stay the ordinary guy after a hard day's of work. Choosing what to make my business out of and making sure it fits my personality is a challenge for me right now. I need to ensure that if I'm going to do poorly then do it without losing any more money, so that means making simulations to practice winning procedures like I'm going back to school but this time with a purpose of actually using the knowledge I've obtained to generate profits.
I've already spent an average amount of money with figuring out what I want to invest in. With these hikes I've been making daily, I have been figuring out what I want to do with my life. It isn't easy trying to do it on your own, so I have to become stronger at recognizing what successful people are doing to stay on top. I prefer to stay the ordinary guy after a hard day's of work. Choosing what to make my business out of and making sure it fits my personality is a challenge for me right now. I need to ensure that if I'm going to do poorly then do it without losing any more money, so that means making simulations to practice winning procedures like I'm going back to school but this time with a purpose of actually using the knowledge I've obtained to generate profits.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Need To Have Better Discipline
I'm really not doing so well in this area of being able to discipline myself. I think the major things is that I want to block out any stressful feelings and I associate with disciplining myself as forcing things upon myself and that I don't want to. I then come to realization a little later and I don't really want to realize it later because then I'm already looking forward to trying it the next day. What I'm going to have to try is just giving it all I got, so that means when I can commit to something then I should do it at that time and then keep trying to gain a consistent effort at it.
Despite my desires not living up to the fullest potential that I would like it to right now, I need to keep trying and staying committed with my decisions and not being very wish washy about it.
Despite my desires not living up to the fullest potential that I would like it to right now, I need to keep trying and staying committed with my decisions and not being very wish washy about it.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Trying To Find Right Balance
I'm starting to realize a lot more nuances instead of just getting over it with some hyper activity that leaves you feeling dry and empty in the end. It's pretty much dealing with a lot of foolishness, and if we could enjoy just a moderation of it every once in awhile then it makes living life a little more worthwhile. I'm describing the art of having leisure in a little more deep manner, which I suppose would sound a little funny.
I feel that a person can accomplish just about anything he wants to set his mind to. This becomes an interesting point when bringing up the topic of competition among others. I personally realize that I could beat anyone at their own game if I have a score to settle with them and do it on a consistent basis.
Right now I have a score to settle with someone, and I'm going to see to it that I become better than him at anything he wants to project himself as being better than me at. It's going to be an eventual process so I'm not going to be in a hurry. I'm going to work hard and beat him at the things he bothers me about and do it all the time until he no longer wants to say conceited things dealing with me personally. I guess I can help him improve along the way so I make myself sharper too in those areas and find ways to surpass those improvements I make with him so it's going to be a lifelong rival where I always stay on top with him. He's pretty dumb mentally, physically, and spiritually so I should not really have that much trouble toppling him eventually to the point that maybe it might not even matter if I choose to go that route with him that I may forget about it and not even be bothered with him anymore. For the time being, it's on between him and me. I'm going to beat him in every way possible because he was just born to be a loser in my eyes.
I feel that a person can accomplish just about anything he wants to set his mind to. This becomes an interesting point when bringing up the topic of competition among others. I personally realize that I could beat anyone at their own game if I have a score to settle with them and do it on a consistent basis.
Right now I have a score to settle with someone, and I'm going to see to it that I become better than him at anything he wants to project himself as being better than me at. It's going to be an eventual process so I'm not going to be in a hurry. I'm going to work hard and beat him at the things he bothers me about and do it all the time until he no longer wants to say conceited things dealing with me personally. I guess I can help him improve along the way so I make myself sharper too in those areas and find ways to surpass those improvements I make with him so it's going to be a lifelong rival where I always stay on top with him. He's pretty dumb mentally, physically, and spiritually so I should not really have that much trouble toppling him eventually to the point that maybe it might not even matter if I choose to go that route with him that I may forget about it and not even be bothered with him anymore. For the time being, it's on between him and me. I'm going to beat him in every way possible because he was just born to be a loser in my eyes.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Super Growth Methods- Who cares?
I guess I used to be a lame person because I wanted to grow taller than where I am right now. I didn't know how shorter men than me handled the pressure of feeling short. For awhile, I felt too much over not being tall enough to my own eyes. Now I feel that I've overcome it because it really doesn't matter to me anymore. A friend told me a philosophical viewpoint, "Why did men create ladders?" That's something to recall.
I even read somewhere that a woman did not want to date her future husband because he was so short. The man ended up making himself taller by applying techniques to stretch out his vertebrae. He then dated the same woman he thought was his soul mate. Years later, she admitted that she had some type of phobia with short people which implies that she got over it and that height really doesn't matter in the end. I guess if you want to make yourself taller you have to commit yourself and be lucky sometimes. I think it's a little bit of both for most people if they want to be taller.
I even read somewhere that a woman did not want to date her future husband because he was so short. The man ended up making himself taller by applying techniques to stretch out his vertebrae. He then dated the same woman he thought was his soul mate. Years later, she admitted that she had some type of phobia with short people which implies that she got over it and that height really doesn't matter in the end. I guess if you want to make yourself taller you have to commit yourself and be lucky sometimes. I think it's a little bit of both for most people if they want to be taller.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Separating Myth From Facts
This post is going to take a very long time so I might just create a series of these long posts again if I remember too or just feel like continuing to do it. I believe that by writing on this blog that I have gained a knack for writing in transition with what I'm doing. I know how lame that could sound, like I remember this one blog that advertises itself as being the most lamest blog in the whole wide universe. It simply is and that's why it's so funny that I got a chance to surf onto the site and read up on some of its posts.
So using my knack for writing about myself in transition, I can make up stuff about myself. I went to the store; there was a robber, he brought out a gun and then slipped and the gun turned out to be an imitation gun but it made loud noises and he pointed it at me and kept on pulling the trigger. Ouch, the sound really hurt my ear. The robber turned out to be some guy who wanted to release some road rage and was high on steroids. He's serving some time at the state penitentiary; we made some peace with each other and he wants me to bail him out of jail and transfer to some nut house where they'll go more easier on him and he could avoid some very strong criminals who are homosexuals and attracted to him. Okay, I'm thinking about helping him because I think it's funny that someone pointed a fake gun at me and kept on pulling the trigger while making demands about robbing the store.
No I'm just kidding about the story. I'm just exaggerating with a bunch of fluff. I should start making stuff up more and see if it will become a dumb novel that people might want to mock later.
So using my knack for writing about myself in transition, I can make up stuff about myself. I went to the store; there was a robber, he brought out a gun and then slipped and the gun turned out to be an imitation gun but it made loud noises and he pointed it at me and kept on pulling the trigger. Ouch, the sound really hurt my ear. The robber turned out to be some guy who wanted to release some road rage and was high on steroids. He's serving some time at the state penitentiary; we made some peace with each other and he wants me to bail him out of jail and transfer to some nut house where they'll go more easier on him and he could avoid some very strong criminals who are homosexuals and attracted to him. Okay, I'm thinking about helping him because I think it's funny that someone pointed a fake gun at me and kept on pulling the trigger while making demands about robbing the store.
No I'm just kidding about the story. I'm just exaggerating with a bunch of fluff. I should start making stuff up more and see if it will become a dumb novel that people might want to mock later.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Business-mindset
Okay, so I'm starting to use my head a little more now in setting up what would be the best outlet for me in generating a profit center. It isn't easy. It's just from wanting to develop a skill and being very dedicated at it. Business should not really be about getting lucky the first time; it should have some skill involved and a background of hard work. To get started, I would have to know how to study the business I'm getting into.
By analyzing something I do, it becomes much more easier to understand the system. Because I'm participating in the activity, I'm actually practicing and hoping to get better at something. The one thing that I would hate is becoming really good while practicing it and then choking when it comes to becoming serious. I think that if I develop a clear-cut strategy and can be very steady and consistent then I can have enough confidence to learn how to master it by making bigger improvements, while still getting by. I want to learn how I could get by and then predictably keep on making profits. One thing that I really do not want to struggle in, is a fickle market as a career. I would like to be able to anticipate and predict profits.
So the morale of this short post is to not really gamble and practice at something you like doing to the point that you could make a living off of it. I want to call the shots so I'm starting from scratch and practicing how to become a trader by researching on it with books and looking at live charts to anticipate when a market becomes profitable. I get to also set my own hours and feel pretty fulfilled with this because it basically deals with money management as a whole. I get to learn from the comfort of my home and how to help out my parents.
By analyzing something I do, it becomes much more easier to understand the system. Because I'm participating in the activity, I'm actually practicing and hoping to get better at something. The one thing that I would hate is becoming really good while practicing it and then choking when it comes to becoming serious. I think that if I develop a clear-cut strategy and can be very steady and consistent then I can have enough confidence to learn how to master it by making bigger improvements, while still getting by. I want to learn how I could get by and then predictably keep on making profits. One thing that I really do not want to struggle in, is a fickle market as a career. I would like to be able to anticipate and predict profits.
So the morale of this short post is to not really gamble and practice at something you like doing to the point that you could make a living off of it. I want to call the shots so I'm starting from scratch and practicing how to become a trader by researching on it with books and looking at live charts to anticipate when a market becomes profitable. I get to also set my own hours and feel pretty fulfilled with this because it basically deals with money management as a whole. I get to learn from the comfort of my home and how to help out my parents.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Good Weather
Today, being Labor's Day; the weather is really awesome and if you are just staying home to watch T.V. you might be missing out on the great outdoors. That is, if you live in the southern western coast of California. The weather is really nice today and is down from the usual 90s last week. The warmest part of the afternoon has peaked at about 75 which is pretty good to enjoy a nice game of volleyball or sit in the shade with some friends and family today at a regional park.
I'm really enjoying getting some fresh air because I live within walking distance to a park that features a hiking dirt trail which has some cool-down parts to it because of the natural trees and some furry animals inhabiting the area frequently. The area I live in has some nice hiking parts to it, and I'm a little surprised not a lot of families want to leave their comfortable homes temporarily to walk the trails that are all around this residential community.
Business wise, I'm taking steps to learn smart business tips right now and practicing with demo money to see how much profit I would be making. I have done normal so far and would like to become consistent at it before I hit the real thing. It's probably going to take another 6 months or less for me to perfect the discipline of trading. Once I reach a good living, I'm going to treat out a lot of friends and pay my way to a top-notch doctor's education!
I'm really enjoying getting some fresh air because I live within walking distance to a park that features a hiking dirt trail which has some cool-down parts to it because of the natural trees and some furry animals inhabiting the area frequently. The area I live in has some nice hiking parts to it, and I'm a little surprised not a lot of families want to leave their comfortable homes temporarily to walk the trails that are all around this residential community.
Business wise, I'm taking steps to learn smart business tips right now and practicing with demo money to see how much profit I would be making. I have done normal so far and would like to become consistent at it before I hit the real thing. It's probably going to take another 6 months or less for me to perfect the discipline of trading. Once I reach a good living, I'm going to treat out a lot of friends and pay my way to a top-notch doctor's education!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Trying To Live Life To Fullest
Finding my life with having a good niche for myself has been a lot easier than I could imagine for me. When I see prices with having to acquire things, it doesn't seem to bother me anymore. I really don't understand why acquiring material things in excess will also bring happiness, but other than trying to get a little expensive things sometimes can be quite fun.
So my life is pretty much moving in the direction of setting up a good business without having to shoot the moon for it. It gets really hard to refrain from playing and making money by shooting the moon for me. I pretty much hope that I get rich fast and that I don't become a boring person while going at it. I'll be able to afford a little more things and be more comfortable with lot more time, if I could become wealthy so for me getting to that direction does not seem so bad for me anymore.
For now, I have a lot of free time and can't really do anything without making a healthy living so I should be focusing on that now and hopefully consistent hard work will bring me there. The one thing that I feel about hard work is that I'm actually enjoying it, so I might as well stick to it now and see if I can reap a lot by studying to gain more knowledge without putting in any more money. I might be just surfing the web or going to the library to get more books to read to see if I can gain any more insight on the business I want to do.
When I get worn out with trying to set up a business right now, I would like to read some fun books to foster better reading for myself now and work on some computer projects to sharpen my skills and mind. I would also like to interact with people, but I think I have this thing nailed now so there's no worries for me about it.
So my life is pretty much moving in the direction of setting up a good business without having to shoot the moon for it. It gets really hard to refrain from playing and making money by shooting the moon for me. I pretty much hope that I get rich fast and that I don't become a boring person while going at it. I'll be able to afford a little more things and be more comfortable with lot more time, if I could become wealthy so for me getting to that direction does not seem so bad for me anymore.
For now, I have a lot of free time and can't really do anything without making a healthy living so I should be focusing on that now and hopefully consistent hard work will bring me there. The one thing that I feel about hard work is that I'm actually enjoying it, so I might as well stick to it now and see if I can reap a lot by studying to gain more knowledge without putting in any more money. I might be just surfing the web or going to the library to get more books to read to see if I can gain any more insight on the business I want to do.
When I get worn out with trying to set up a business right now, I would like to read some fun books to foster better reading for myself now and work on some computer projects to sharpen my skills and mind. I would also like to interact with people, but I think I have this thing nailed now so there's no worries for me about it.
Friday, September 3, 2010
Understanding Circumstances
The reason why I placed myself in debt, yes, (DEBT!) is because I failed to take some initiatives and think through things very wisely. My credit report will show that I'm very honest and that I have paid my bills sufficiently on time and that I'm pretty much bailed out right now so that I don't have to worry about my credit rating dropping at a massive rate. I have a lot of courage even though I feel massively weakened by something and when I get to this state of mind where I'm indifferent then I could become a highly dangerous player in any field.
So being in debt is very embarrassing for me, that's what the picture of the monkey represents for me; other than finding some weird photos on Google images. I realize the ones that I wanted to invest my money in are a business, but they are more interested in thriving and won't really care about your success because that's the nature of the business. I see the big picture because I want to be about setting up my own business now. It's easy for people to complain in words and bring down any organization which means power to the people. The products that I thought about are actually really things that could make sense in selling to society and could be legitimatized just that it's very difficult to get to the success track. More often than not, these businesses thrive in making money and that's pretty much not worrying about people's success in most cases. It only makes logical sense to make this conclusion because profit is what drives a business. I learned this in my economic class and it's so awesome to have the privilege of taking it twice with the same teacher for better reinforcement.
The businesses I chose to invest in are pretty much advertising, selling, auditing, and education for a grand total of about 35,000 dollars which when inflated to cover long term loans that just add interest and suck amounts to 49,000 dollars. It honestly ticks me off a little that a not so smart and corrupted individual tries to make fun of me and won't stop annoying me about it. It's forcing me to come to terms with myself and deal with the situation and get out of it without him being of any use to me. It forces me to man up for myself and literally inflict verbal pain back at him which makes me laugh. He just freezes a lot when I say stuff back after he says something. I even sarcastically agree with him which even gets around to me making fun of him again.
In addition to this indirect debt that I have bypassed and can still get by for now and fortunately I don't owe the government a dime for anything right now, I have to deal with my car payments still! It sucks a whole lot to still pay monthly and I just want to get over it now. I'm about half way done with car payments and I should do something about it.
I have noticed a blessing which is that some very pretty young women around my age don't really care about a man's appearance and that they are only looking for compatibility as mentioned by me peeking into their online profiles. I'm not really so sure about establishing a relationship online when I prefer the traditional courting method but it gives me a lot more confidence that someone is out there for me and that I shouldn't resort to dirty convoluted sexual exploits with myself anymore and repent of these dirty desires now. If the highly attractive woman is happy with me in the near future and someone tries to say in private that I look insufficient in any area but the woman remains genuinely happy with me even after the someone talks to the woman about my inefficiencies then I have pretty much met my soul mate and can be happy about having a great companionship and pretty much can think the someone is a weirdo for even making those kind of comments behind my back.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Wrote A Funny Poem
I recall now that no matter what I do, I'm always going to lose people on Facebook but it's been growing somehow to an average amount of friends. According to this research summary I looked up, it said that the average friend count on Facebook is 200 people and that if you go way overboard then you may be a little crazy which is pretty funny. It's fun chatting with them and I'm not pointing out names who are no longer a Facebook buddy and I think are crazy.
I wrote a funny poem about these girls at this church which criticized their behavior and classified it as making them automatically ugly. I believe that they have had some failures with pursuing boys and that maybe one of the girls I mentioned about could be a little desperate about getting married to escape into another world where she could be happy and accompanied by somebody as a companion. Well, it was very funny to me and highly refreshing that I wrote it. If that makes me automatically mean, then I also inspired some pity that came from a real sweet friend. I like sweet friends who are girls; they are so nice and lovely and so encouraging me to be a happy follower of Christ.
I wrote a funny poem about these girls at this church which criticized their behavior and classified it as making them automatically ugly. I believe that they have had some failures with pursuing boys and that maybe one of the girls I mentioned about could be a little desperate about getting married to escape into another world where she could be happy and accompanied by somebody as a companion. Well, it was very funny to me and highly refreshing that I wrote it. If that makes me automatically mean, then I also inspired some pity that came from a real sweet friend. I like sweet friends who are girls; they are so nice and lovely and so encouraging me to be a happy follower of Christ.
Nothing To Hide
The reason for this post is that I don't want to hold anything back about myself now. So if I'm being currently a slime ball for obviously no reason and I think people feel like calling me it then I might as well change. Why not? I'm seriously not really that worried about my life anymore; it's occasionally filled with boredom but that's about it and having this certain waiting period for me is getting me to really become more active now. I don't really need to watch some T.V. shows either anymore. I have myself ultimately which I'm starting to understand and best thing of all, a relationship with Christ.
Looks like I'm like an absent-minded programmer who comes to his senses all of a sudden and have tried to get to that state of mind by doing random stuff. I really want to still resist the urge to curse because it teaches me a lot more learning to stay stable under a lot of pressure. We do only have one life to live and any moment could be our last day, so giving it my all with every moment that I have is what I want to do. I don't really want to bring up other people on this blog anymore, no matter what I feel about it and in most cases, bad. I had to because I was not understanding them and wanted to bring it to my attention through writing because it was helping me organize my thoughts better.
I'm always going to have temporary feelings of being annoyed at somebody in my life, so for me, learning to not let it get out of hand and still be a friendly to the person is something that I sort of developed from wanting to not be bored with myself all the time. I seriously am pretty talented at adapting into the person I want to be with any setting and no matter how big or small or unimportant or important the people are, and it also does not matter if they want to be weirdos later after trying to act normal. I know that some people have a hard time with this more than I could imagine so I deal with them accordingly and am ready to lambaste them unfortunately. I think the main point for me is to develop a consistency and stick to it while being the greatest person on the planet, while being second to a man who already walked this planet - Christ.
Looks like I'm like an absent-minded programmer who comes to his senses all of a sudden and have tried to get to that state of mind by doing random stuff. I really want to still resist the urge to curse because it teaches me a lot more learning to stay stable under a lot of pressure. We do only have one life to live and any moment could be our last day, so giving it my all with every moment that I have is what I want to do. I don't really want to bring up other people on this blog anymore, no matter what I feel about it and in most cases, bad. I had to because I was not understanding them and wanted to bring it to my attention through writing because it was helping me organize my thoughts better.
I'm always going to have temporary feelings of being annoyed at somebody in my life, so for me, learning to not let it get out of hand and still be a friendly to the person is something that I sort of developed from wanting to not be bored with myself all the time. I seriously am pretty talented at adapting into the person I want to be with any setting and no matter how big or small or unimportant or important the people are, and it also does not matter if they want to be weirdos later after trying to act normal. I know that some people have a hard time with this more than I could imagine so I deal with them accordingly and am ready to lambaste them unfortunately. I think the main point for me is to develop a consistency and stick to it while being the greatest person on the planet, while being second to a man who already walked this planet - Christ.
Better Than A Lot Of People
I feel like I'm better than a lot of people now. It's all about maintaining confidence with hard work and studying something you want to do. It requires having a huge tolerance for suffering in those times when you're going through a rut. With some people who have unexpectedly bothered me, I now fully feel that I'm better than them in every single way and that it doesn't matter if they want to sue me, tear me to pieces, send me to jail, kill me, etc. I am happy to acknowledge my faith in Jesus and that there's heaven waiting for me on the other side and that while I'm on Earth here, I'm going to contribute with charitable deeds and still help out those annoying folks when they are doing really poorly with their lives. Otherwise, I might just make jokes and keep laughing if they want to deny my help.
Yes, I do feel like I'm the better person overall now and know where some of these weak points are with people and where it lies with me. My weakness has submerged under a new layer of confidence for me. Today, I pretty much need to continue to study business which I'm eventually going to get my hands dirty with; do some cardio-exercise along with muscle workouts later and take care of my car registration stuff which needs to be renewed for me. I actually like this independent feeling and it's great! I am better than a lot of people who want to complain with me about something even if it is directed at me personally now. It may have put me in a bad mood a few times, but getting over it to still want to be charitable while hard working makes me feel that I'm better than those people who were unexpectedly complaining about something. I don't really care about being laughed at about some detail about me now too; whether they do it behind my back or not.
I understand that there are border-lines to every issue and that I will take advantage of these border-lines socially.
Yes, I do feel like I'm the better person overall now and know where some of these weak points are with people and where it lies with me. My weakness has submerged under a new layer of confidence for me. Today, I pretty much need to continue to study business which I'm eventually going to get my hands dirty with; do some cardio-exercise along with muscle workouts later and take care of my car registration stuff which needs to be renewed for me. I actually like this independent feeling and it's great! I am better than a lot of people who want to complain with me about something even if it is directed at me personally now. It may have put me in a bad mood a few times, but getting over it to still want to be charitable while hard working makes me feel that I'm better than those people who were unexpectedly complaining about something. I don't really care about being laughed at about some detail about me now too; whether they do it behind my back or not.
I understand that there are border-lines to every issue and that I will take advantage of these border-lines socially.
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