Right now, I feel so bored and don't feel like relapsing again with possibly getting the thought of watching porno or crazy entertaining YouTube videos and wasting my time with learning things that don't entertain people in the end. I might as well work on getting a lot of my personal things done because I need to.
The thing that feels good right now is that I have more money now than what I owe this month so that's a positive. It's been like this for a few months but the numbers of what I owe is about to zero out next month and it feels good because it's like starting all over with a little money in my pocket. I'm managing my finances and I also have my tax return to file. I hope I get back a good amount so I could buy some good food with it to last me a few days!
I would like to get back into the gym if there's really no girls for me to go meet in my social life. My social life is practically revolved around trying to meet attractive and single ladies right now. I don't know where it's going to lead to after that, but that's just been my main plan. I even invited out a friend who is the birthday boy this weekend to join me by text and the attractive lady I'm friends with told me it's inappropriate because I'm putting chicks over the guy's birthday. I said I understand but it would be an awesome birthday gift if I took him to one of those social gatherings of single chicks and he connected with someone!
I think the reason why I hold no grudges is because I understand myself a whole lot better and also willing to work for it. I will outsmart my opponents still and work for it so I don't mind if someone else rushes to get there before me. I'm born with the year of the pigs in the Chinese zodiac sign. The pigs came in last place so that's me- I'm taking my time and being all chill and don't mind working hard to make myself rich and outsmart everybody and laugh at all the fools who tried to do me so wrong!
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