Monday, October 31, 2022

Becoming Undeniably Happy With Some Personality Traits

4AverageLife's Main Personal List
  1. Fall in love with the type who fulfills my preferences and then marry this good woman.
  2. Work on staying concentrated and finishing in a timely manner.   
  3. Conduct regular hygiene. Take shower before sleeping. Don't forget the mouth guard.
  4. Work out four days a week with alternating muscular, full body,  and yoga classes.  
  5. Read a book  
  6. Buy a single family home. 
  7. Finish my software engineering related courses.
  8. Work on applying clean stuff to my face. Buy related products.
  9. Continue to do growing-naturally-taller routines, even if some of them are a scam! 
  10. Do some smart cooking.
  11. Organize room more
  12. Reactivate drone
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I am a very rare personality in that I think most people are more into experiences while possessing great memories rather than theoretical. My current closest hangout buddy is supposed to be my ideal personality to partner up with. Yet, she's taken right now and I feel like she's still a broken record that needs to be taped up before I'm ready to pursue a relationship whenever she becomes available. 

I'm practicing basic chemistry with her and it's coming very naturally for me. It's like I'm giving myself just a little nudge whenever I'm feeling worn out with what she wants to talk about. She's a very sensitive person, so I must have done amazing wonders for her to still stick around even when we had some fiery disagreements. Our spats were out of this world in that it was mainly her complaining about my manners not being sensible enough and me thinking she's taking it too far! I think this can be a common fight among couples now that I think of it. 

We're so far into this platonic relationship that just me focusing on having basic chemistry enough with her has been the right step on my end. It's all just natural and completely genuine on my part. I think it's also that I really care a lot about her even if she still has a deal breaker to me. I want to be kinder about the stuff that still irks me about her, like I think her relationship advice is senseless and uncomfortable because she will get mad if I disagree.