Happy Birthday To Me

Happy Birthday to Me? Happy Birthday to Meeeee. Happy Birthday, dear Meeeeeeee. Happy Birthday to Meeeeee!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I'm feeling old man. I know some people older than me are going to be like, you're telling me. Man, I'm feeling those years catch up and how I can't waste a single drop of ounce to doing something stupid. I guess I have to pretty much go all in now with forming a good partnership with a lovely, female personality.

I understand now what it means for any female to block me on their MySpace or Facebook page now. After confidently ruling out how I wasn't intentionally trying to bother them or doing anything criminal-like to make them victims of some sort, it's because they're feeling so much passion with me that they can't be my friend haha. This one guy told me that Annie Tran (the former weird girl on my site) wanted to go on a date with me but didn't want to include him in the date- these are exact words coming out of a slightly dim-witted guy. Well, Annie blocked me on Facebook so see what I mean? I guess another good-looking girl who blocked me on Facebook ended up also hugging me and asking me to exchange phone numbers after some time passed with not seeing each other. Okay, something is also up with Betty too now because after slightly yelling and screaming at me on the phone- she seemed to all of a sudden have a change of heart with me after blocking me on Facebook. Here's the ultimate weird thing, my little sister blocked me on Facebook too and she's really nice with me right now. My conclusion is that it has to be a good thing in getting a good-looking girl to block you on a social network site for other reasons, except for trying to deliberately annoy her or do criminal like activities which may involve stalking.

All of this has been done with me to make me feel lucky and I am a pretty short man. I don't know what it is but it definitely isn't about how high a man stands all the time to attracting a good woman. I also realize that my nervous energy isn't really about me getting anxious; it's been really about me getting so psyched up about doing something that I feel guilty about being that invested with something. I now understand that it's because I'm getting a natural buzz when I do some things and that it's not because I'm nervous but because I'm supposed to enjoy it. I think I might be able to come away and go farther now and to focus a lot better with these natural buzzes that occur for me.