Making Time Worthwhile

For the longest time and still is, it's great to have so much fun and be preoccupied while letting time pass by especially if the person is feeling miserable from how life is treating him or her. When I'm down in the dumps because a lady I like wants to do something else, I feel like looking at porno and practicing some mad, handling skills. Yet, I think I can put it on hold because I don't really know how the real thing goes to be honest. I don't know what it's like in other words to have a lovely partner and be married to her and she just wants in on that action regularly. It is a big deal, so I would rather spend my time looking for Mrs. Right these days before I have to sneak in some practicing sessions to better my performance and have some fun at it while my mind is just on her at the same time!

I have been spending the last few days mindlessly reading up on random junk like all of that addictive clickbait and not even supporting those websites by clicking on their ads. I think they still get paid from leaving those annoying commercials readers have to view. It's probably a really good cash model and works really well for them. I wish I thought of it and beat them to it but I'm just not the type to really want to influence people to give me money out of their pockets.

I would rather develop and hire people to sell the best video games ever! I guess I can see myself being a modern inventor/merchant of that sort and do it all from the comfort of my sofa in the living room and laptop sitting on top of something cold and comfy. I'm contradicting myself but I can see myself running a serious business from being a video game developer. It's frankly because it's fun and they just don't really make those good games like they used to. It now needs to add in all of those elements gamers are spoiled by, and I would have to develop a talented staff to make it work even though I want to do it all on my own. It's basically time, experience, and money. I want in on this industry but so many people want it and they are crazy competitive and people I don't want to mess with. People shouldn't even be messing with me when it comes down to this field! I'll just work my way up from being a software engineer and try to hire them later with my funds I got from being successful at trading.