When I went back home yesterday, it's been like a week already from not tuning into porn and then it happened. I became bored out of my mind and wish I have a sexy wife who is into making love at the same time! I need to go marry this fine lady I would be so lucky to have and let go of this stupid and boring exploration of the same old stuff in the meantime. I think it would be better for me to get my mind off of this because I'm getting really bored of it and my day didn't feel that well-accomplished yesterday.
I made a poor decision and with things mentally telling me that I should be doing this, I just put it off to the side like I usually do and then let my mind wander off into watching free things on the Internet and I was probably like the only one to look at it at that time. I was on this website and it said it was just me and another person.
I'm honestly laughing about all this material I'm revealing, and it's truly motivating for me to change. When I talk about this with my usual guy friends, they don't laugh. They do laugh when I make a slapstick comedy-like boo boo and really hard. It's still pretty funny though even if it hurts a bit temporarily. They laugh about those things, but upon themselves they wouldn't. People can sometimes suck and I just need to go out and keep on meeting them.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
