It looks like along with the top contenders in the world, everybody else is a scrub! Their opinions are pretty much stupid and meaningless. As long as the person isn't doing anything illegal and can really put up a crazy fight in a verbal argument and in some cases win then I don't see what's the point of trying to engage in any conflict and trying to stay relaxed the whole time. It can be really hard and I guess the person would have to still be lucky after putting in all that hard work to be recognized for it while being at the top and don't even mind it so much.
There's only one argument to people who have been bothered by me. If it's such a big deal and is bothering too much then ring it up with authority and let's see where it leads to with the consequences. If the consequences don't happen then the person is crazy while being full of it and I just don't care about it because I'll still go for being friends. I can be friends while being joyful over having won and knowing it can overshadow them from having thought stupid. In all cases, I have ended up winning because I know I won't ever go there with doing illegal things. Even when it came to physically fighting guys I pushed myself into when I was straight out of high school for a few years, I just went for full mounting them and pinning them for three seconds and then helping them back up. I really imagine myself putting my foot on the butts of three guys separately and simultaneously during the same time and pushing them head-first into a bush. I wish I had the guts to do this and guess what, I now do from all the confidence I have learned to uphold. I'm never getting the chance again though, so it's a bummer and I have to move on from what could have been. Actually, it doesn't matter if I did it or not. How everything turned out is irrelevant actually.
I just made big mistakes while I had a few chances to get lucky with finding a nice lady to date and marry. It could have been my time to settle and I regret not going in for it and looking for a solid job at the same time and just being stupid from being addicted to my video games and not being able to get my mind off of looking at naked ladies with free porno. I haven't gone once to a strip club either surprisingly in all these years and I turned it down even with this girl who was interested in me romantically. Yes, I consider myself to be a loser from turning her down! Man, she is taken and turned out to be great even though she was so pouty and I was annoyed by it back in the day.
I mean because I'm not going to ever be perceived to be at the top of my game and my appearances aren't that great from birth ( just my lack of height and a few bald patches to fill in to be honest) and ladies like to look at those things to judge attractiveness naturally, I'm just going to have to accept it and do the best I can while hoping I can get by. The world isn't fair because it's full of sins and people being tested into doing crazy things constantly. It's horrible, but yet I have come to believe there's a loving God out there who sent Himself in the form of a man and let himself die a really humiliating and painful death. The fact that God is so humble like this and graceful- I still stay in worship at heart while reflecting on what He did on the cross and still trying to pay attention closely while sluggishly listening to the Bible during my commutes.
Actually, I don't think hot women who show themselves to be shallow are great people to begin with and I want to show them up by outperforming them and finding fault with their living situations. I consider them to be shallow if they can't help it but admit they are attracted to taller guys. I might as well do it all in my power to surpass those ladies and say a thing or two whenever I can get the chance and try to have a laugh. I mean I can seriously argue about it and get them to probably agree with me and they will continue living that way while knowing I see something wrong in it. This is just the way it has to be and it's all from having been stupid in the beginning and it just keeps on piling up. I need to get lucky now based on how I believe God is allowing freedom to reign in the hearts and minds of people. In the mean time, I believe in concentration, hard work, being smart, and being a great person much as possible while arguing everything that is seen upon as selfish is actually legal!
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
