It's really crazy in that thoughts of which NBA team is going to win this year's championship even though I think Golden State has taken over my slight obsessiveness over porn. Once again, I want to find a hot girl who isn't shallow to marry and enjoy some sexual fantasies over just getting bored from watching porno. It's like I beat out all of those negative emotions now and willing to laugh at all the rejections I get from those shallow ladies. Yeah, I know it's because I'm too short! I'm still going to surpass them and argue they have to rely on somebody and I don't have to so I have the better life!
From being snubbed, I feel this energy to work hard and surpass those people who did. I'm in my world which is a competition to always be the better person and all around including being the nicest person and smartest conqueror there is out there. With all of that negativity, it didn't amount to much as it turns out because I stayed legal while being so tempted to want to just gain the knowledge of setting up annoying traps like having tar and chicken fur all over that group of stupid and fake Christians in that sad little church called Hope of God! If I was really hard pressed and not laughing so hard about it, I would go for it and not mind hearing about it in the news with them complaining and crying about alleging they are persecuted by society with added pretensions. I'm a Christian too by the way and I'm arguing it's legal because they are still alive and the tar is easily washable so they are a bunch of poor sports and can't get over it.
Overall, it's a competition for me and always is going to be so I might as well work hard in those areas to surpass my opponents, even the indirect ones. I have the motivation now to make it happen. I just have to work on being smart about my addictions and learning to control them and always giving it my all and accepting all the bad that happens while turning the page and still giving it my all everyday.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
