Well, this is just something I'm conjuring up right in the moment. One time, this dude kept on asking me, "What's the plan?" I never really thought of it and I would make something up on the fly. I feel pretty bad because I should have put more thought into it, but my mind was at its limits and it was so uncomfortable with wanting to play so many video games and look at porno to spend my time during college. I don't know how I managed to graduate but it's probably because I was lucky enough to be committed to doing the coursework and being able to pass it even with odds stacked up against me. I also had no job to worry about and my parents to mooch off of, but I didn't really ask for much from them. I was stressed and lonely and so shy and at the same time, I tried to get out there and break my shell and manage an academic club as the president. It was really hard to do everything at once and going hundred miles an hour, but looking back, I feel content that I'm not playing video games nor looking at porno anymore. Instead of porno, I want to get married to a hot girl and enjoy some of those fantasies!
This is how it's looking for me with my ideas of regular living. Right after work, I go socialize if I ever make plans and even last minute or just drive home and go eat dinner. After dinner, it's getting ready to hit the gym. After working out, I take care of my second batch of personal hygiene. After that, I work on honing my trading skills or educating myself with completing those online classes, and then lastly get on a dating website! It seems like that's how I could apply my life for everything I want to have going for myself. I really have no time to go harassing people I want to be friends with now and arguing it's legal to them by talking about the embarrassing things they did around everyone and saying that they can't handle it and just making them feel bad. I think I can get away with it because in the end, I am confident I will keep myself under the legal context even while being pressured.
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
