For me today, it was about messing around and I wasted a few hours playing poker and looking at saddening and boring porn while hoping on a girlfriend to come around with my out of shape body. I'm thinking so negative about myself while doing things that has nothing in mind with what I truly want to do.
I have a to-do list now of what I really want to do and I'm just going to have to set myself out and try to get them done now. There's really nothing else but just setting my mind to it and keeping a heart of discipline going. It's really about initiating and keeping it that way. I'm going to go for it.
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