Thursday, December 22, 2011

Don't Know If I'm Going To Make It

Writing like 56 more posts feels like too much for me to handle. Honestly, I've done a lot of writing in the past from being motivated and from what I've busted out in the past- man, that's a daunting amount of posts for me to personally handle this month. It's because I'm going somewhere again next week so I'm not going to have time to post so I'm trying to break my limit in a matter of a few days. Boy, it's feeling really gut crushing for me. It's like I just want to not dedicate myself to these pages anymore and go on doing something else.

Yet, I feel this personal commitment that I made to this blog. I pretty much stated that I would average one post a day. See, how hard it really is? I personally do.