My mind just ends up feeling groggy and entering into unfamiliar territory. It's something that I'm used to or comfortable with. It's like I want to panic from not being well-prepared. I've never been psyched up enough to take on some challenging tasks, and I'm not even optimal for those jobs. I'm just a really blessed and fortunate individual to even have that opportunity.
Sure, I'm a smart guy and can be very valuable to a team for feedback, but I don't see myself like that. I say that I am, but I feel I'm not even though I actually am. A confirmation, plus denial, and conclusion of confirmation. I'm a glass is half-full type person, so I win while trying not to be cocky!
Academy of Scrappy Credible Undergraduate Desire
